
Seven years ago, my wife spent her birthday sitting in a room with me, signing a commercial lease on a storefront that would become a bookstore. (And then she sat in a bank, watching me sign paperwork to open up a business account.) It was an exciting day for me but not how she would have chosen to spend it.
Starting a business, especially a brick & mortar one, effectively took me out of the kitchen. I tried to keep up with CSA membership (leadership, even!) but it was not sustainable. The human population of my home had doubled and I was throwing away more wasted, unused vegetables than ever. We tried to split a share with a friend but even that was just too much. My life as an entrepreneur conflicted with my life as an avid home cook.
And so we’ve eaten a lot of takeout. For years. We live in Manhattan, so it’s easy enough to manage, and with good quality and variety (if not the variety of Queens). But I have missed making elaborate meals, keeping chicken carcasses in my freezer for stock, baking pies, getting random ingredients and figuring out how to turn them into meals. I’ve missed feeding us myself.
Isolation has put me back at the stove. We are lucky to live in a pretty affluent neighborhood in Manhattan. Early on in this current era, I had a hard time finding my favorite variety of English muffins [insert world’s tiniest violin gif], and it took two tries before I found rhubarb for tonight’s dessert. But grocery shopping is not a dilemma (for me, at least, as an able bodied person with a healthy bank account). Whether because of the general wealth of this stretch of the E 70s or because there are two full service gourmet markets, two Gristedes, two butchers, one natural foods store, and one weekly greenmarket a very short walk from my home, I haven’t had difficulty finding ingredients.
It did take me a bit to get back into the groove. At first I was cooking tried and true recipes, meals I know my somewhat picky wife likes, just more often. We’ve still treated ourselves to takeout once every week or two. But then there’s the question of supporting local businesses vs making more work for people we really believe should be staying safe in their homes–there are no good choices right now. Honestly I feel the same about the grocery workers. Why should they drag themselves through infected subways to my bougie neighborhood just so I don’t starve? I start thinking about this and eventually get to the endpoint, that the only ethical way to acquire food right now is to grow it yourself. Which is unlikely in my little windowbox. And ultimately we all have to eat. So I’ve been overspending on meat and cheese and bread and racking up hours at the stove and in that small way, I haven’t been this happy in years.

Two years ago, we celebrated a milestone birthday + our fifth wedding anniversary (and let’s be honest a delayed honeymoon) with a ridiculous trip to Hawaii. One lasting culinary result of that trip was my wife’s allegiance to POG juice. I ventured 5 whole blocks south yesterday to try the larger branch of our local natural foods store and finally found cartons of passionfruit and guava juice! So my first recipe of the day was just a dump and stir. 2 parts passion, 2 parts guava, 1 part orange. Liquid sunshine.

Then it was on to pie. I fucking love pie. My wife grew up celebrating her birthday in a more cake-ish fashion, but she knows my strengths probably better than I do so she asked for strawberry rhubarb pie. I swear by Martha Stewart’s pie crust recipe, but her classic Pies & Tarts doesn’t have a strawberry rhubarb. In fact, only one cookbook on my shelf does, the Metropolitan Bakery Cookbook, out of Philadelphia. I’d never made this one before, but by now I trust every recipe in the book. So I plowed ahead, armed with a kitchen scale and a solid grasp of geometry and ratios (my pie plate is 9 1/2″, the recipe calls for 8 1/2″).

The main course was steak frites with sauce au poivre. We are an omnivore/carnivore household, and lately I’ve been placing orders with Fleisher’s butcher every two or three weeks. Sometimes they are already out of Italian sausage and stew meat when I place my order, so I’ve been learning about cuts of meat! This week I got us a couple of bavette steaks, and we decided to try home made fries.

Nigel Slater was my guide here. But I hadn’t planned ahead as much as I might have, so I only had a litre of olive oil instead of 2. I supplemented with a ramekin of goose fat from the freezer (Christmas still hasn’t ended in our kitchen) and fried those suckers twice. Sprinkled with some sea salt flavored with herbes de Provence, to stick with the French theme.

The sauce for the steak is a modified sauce au poivre, from the Williams-Sonoma cookbook. I couldn’t find green peppercorns but we had a stash of pink ones still. It turned out pretty well, though I’m going to keep an eye out for brined green ones for next time.

The last piece was the roasted garlic, another particular request. I got a baguette from Orwashers (curbside pickup FTW) and followed Deborah Madison’s advice: one head per person.
In the end I spent all day in the kitchen, and used five entirely different cookbooks. The dishwasher is running, my wife had a good birthday, and there’s leftover pie for breakfast.









































